Last night I was invited over a friends house to play games. She also invited some young adults from her church to come as well. I was the only one reppin "Victory" and all of her other friends went to the same church. As I walked up to the door, all I could hear was them being loud. At any rate, what I came into was a mess.
These young adults consisted of choir members and worship leaders for that specific church. For the first 15 minutes of being there, all they did was imitate the way people shout and speak in tongues. For those who don't know what shouting is i have added a clip from youtube to help you get a visualization
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iT_UXi0jpy0
Ok so back to what I was saying... they were talking about how God was really moving in the service and all of the choir members caught the Holy Ghost and started dancing and this person hit their head while they was shouting, etc.etc.
After that was over and they saw me looking at them like not pleased or amused , we went on to play some card games and taboo. During these games I just sat , observed and listened. These young adults who were talking about the Holy Spirit moving are now the same ones cussing and now talking about the people in the church and who are not saved.
I'm thinking to myself wow so this what they mean when they talk about the difference between RELIGION and RELATIONSHIP.
At first i felt really bad cause i felt as someone who has a relationship with God, that i should have said something or i felt as if i didn't just do my part ya know?
PLEASE EXCUSE THE TYPOS... THIS IS RAW AND COMING FROM MY HEART!!!
When I left, i started to get all these forwarded texts from my friend from her friends and they were apologizing for the way they was acting. I was talking to a good friend of mine about this and told her my concern, and I believe that God just wanted me to observe and listen, so I know exactly what to pray for. I kinda actually fell asleep without praying.
I agreed to do the 5AM club but I did not set my clocks or anything to wake up. THEN....
AT 5AM THIS MORNING...
God woke me up. And the following is exactly what went on at 5AM word for word...
I woke up for a second and went into praying. Its so important that we
understand the difference of Religion and Relationship. Its time for
God's chosen to stand bold and firm in His name. We have a will to be
done. There are people hurting that don't know God's love and
compassion and our light is to shine that men might see a glimpse of the
Power manifested in us through Jesus name. We have to stay connected
to him so that we don't lose sight of His Glory. We are a lost generation.
We must remember that we are not Worthy but he makes us Worthy. We
are not Righteous, but we are made the Righteousness of God because of
him. Father wake us up Lord. Let us feel conviction for the things we do.
Saturate us God with your presence and release your power over our
lives. God wants us to go posess the land but he is only gonna use his
equiped soldiers to go through the wilderness and If we don't stay
connected and stand on the Promises he has for us, then we are just as
lost. We are to be in this world and not of this world. Trust I know
that it is hard. My testimony is one of complexcity, but it is powerful
and I protect that with all my heart bc thru me people will see God's
power manifested and the annointing that will flow through me will be so
strong where people will be simultaneously set free from the Sin that is
taking them down. There is nothing that someone can tell me that I
haven't heard or experienced before , but I also know that I have been
redeemed and I know that God took the same shameful sin that had me
bound and cleaned it and now I use it to win people for his kingdom. God
will no longer tolerate Religious people. If your relationship is not
right then he will say "Depart from me I never knew you"... God shake us
and fill us with wisdom and use your wisdom through us like Solomon but
let us always reverance and worship you, putting no one or nothing
before you. Its time for the church to rise up and stop playing church.
We are a chosen generation, but yet still so lost. We are dumb sheep,
but we have an almighty Sheperd. God keep us in your perfect peace. I
plead the blood of Jesus over our lives right now. God restore us and
save us. We are called men and women of God, I bind those lies that
satan tries to settle in our minds right now in the name of Jesus. God,
better is 1 day in your courts, than thousands elsewhere. Father let us
decrease so that you may increase in our lives. I stand firm in what I
believe and I know that when we tap into the flow of the Holy Spirit ,
its then God uses us and moves in a mighty way. We need to Fear the
Lord, instead of using His own words against him. The Lord is like a
father to his children, tender and compassionate to those who fear Him.